infected eyes

me <3 zarra.

acting cute.

my candypies.

goodbye to memories.

down with eye infection.
dunno what i have done with my eyes,
most probably it's contact lens.
didn't go to school today.
heard school was fun!i so wanted to go to school today la.
it's creative ARTS.we get to draw!

supposed to go to work tmr.
but wasn't able to make it.cause of my eyes.
doc says it'd be better not to go work.

i hate feeling this way.
having to stay at home whole day at times really sucks.
not being able to go out sucks too.
imagine everytime waking up staying at home.
eat sleep watch tv.seems like relaxing?
but i dont find it that way.
i feel i'm wasting my day away.
have been sleeping and sleeping all the day long.

i dont wanna live with time bomb by my side.
which will go off anytime.
how's that?feeling so weak and sick just hoping someone
could give some concern and make you feel warmth?
or rather wakin up and getting a good scolding or argument.
with no proof or evidence,coming straight at you.
and evreything is so on and off on and off.

i realise having you by my side makes my post more and more emo
each day.i dont use to blog like that.but i dunno
why this is happening.i never said it's you who caused this.
but perhaps it's me making such a stupid decision.
perhaps i dont like the way you handle things.
but that's the way you do it. :)
thanks for everything once again!

so sweet aint we?

juney!

the moon of my life.

during lecture! (it was break time okay.)

monster sweet!

gonna be wokring tmr again.
it's only 7pm and i'm dead tired.
feel like going to sleep!
phew,gotta wake up early tmr and school
after that head home sleep again then head to work!
friday off sunday also off.wee!! :)
i love TUT.my ugly toothies.
got nothing much to blog recently
changed?no change?ah forget it.

school's been real nice when nessa zarra and moon around.
hehe!plus not forgetting tut too.
and freshies! :D

gonna meet up with chummie and soulmate soon!
plus johnson,not forgetting him.
joanna geraldine too! :)
and my mr leong xiuhan.wahhahahahas

WAHAHHAHA.

just coincidence.

me with love.

why am i feeling this way?
but i guess it's just gonna be temporary only right right?
just temporary. :)
perhaps i dont like the feeling of these.
but who likes it anyway?
i guess it's gonna end anyway so why not now.

blogging now during break.haha!
still gonna have lessons later.
after lesson work woah this kind of life.
make full use of the whole da.
earn money too,still can go for shopping.
soulmate feng,bestie wynne,roxie darling,
zarra yee mun nessa.what are you waiting for?
shopping spree as soon as possible please! :)

occupy me as much as i can will you?
make my day too will you?
anyone will do.just make sure i dont feel this way.

sweetest gift. :D

can you imagine working halfway
when you feel so tiring and suddenly
your best friend popped out and handing you a present
and that present was what you've wanted to see.
but she bought a toy for you.
how sweet is that!
i feel so accompanied with her going to night safari.
how sweet is she?
none other then bestie wynne :)
this was the first surprise i received from a close friend.
this is what i call BESTIE.

DELIGHTED. :)
plus the crap with yew seng & ivan.sweet!
when everything is so bad,
thanks for making my day.
i love you guys.simply love you guys.

guys camwhore too!

ng yew seng

at kap!

emo kid

after class!

gotta work later.bored!
working till quite late today also.
sometimes working depends on people too.
:)
tmr also gotta work.
hope we'll get everyone back again
as the usualy clique.
i'll sacrifice work for you guys. :D

things are just gonna get better.
make my day will you?
thanks iween. :)

:D

moon's birthday!

with kah!

bored in lecture!

simply love disturbing yeemoon.

just disturbing :)

camwhoring for these few days in class!
some teacher that we realy like,
some we kept commenting about her.haha!
it's real funny when we start talking about them.

how to be a good teacher?
that's a common question.
had a slack timetable but i know those time are not for slacking.
time is running out already.
new navel stud,DOPE.

:D love


camwhoring.

me and 6 years.

WE LOVE,WE DANCE,WE CHILL,WE ROCK. :)
who cares about what others say about us?

dont like ah.
dont ask me what i dont like.
i just dont like it when it becomes like that.
one thing after another,piling up.
heck care about it?
i'll try my best.
it's not gonna be easy
but at least i should keep myself occupied.

here and there,
politics and stuff.wow,it's overwhelming me!
i'm suffocating?
what to do.
buck up with this,disappointment never left.
it has always been there.

thanks to wynne. "BABY" and yang.
hahahahha!at least this makes me felt better.
it made my day.
rather than staying there stuffing myself with unwanted thoughts.
are we really drifting,
do we really have to be all like that?
or is it me that is thinking too much.
but what left me feeling this way.

come on,cheer up jamie. :)
ya right.
jsut get lost,just out of my sight.
i dont want things this way.
but it's obviously not gona listen to me so i guess.
i'll have to resign to fate.
so act like everything is okay.
yes jamie,ACT. :D

that's sam with the latest fashion.

spanky is so cute please!

wynne's baby.

was training at studio yesterday.
but guess i didn't seem to have train alot.
but i konw you meant good.
but i guess it's the way you express it makes me feel lousy.
demoralized,anxious,urge.
but it's the basic tat i have to get it right first.
yes JAMIE JIA YOU.

work at night safari later.boring la!
but no choice gotta work!
last but not least,tut rocks.

she.
is such a good friend.
though sometimes we really disagree on certain things.
but sometimes our characteristic is too alike.
alike till we kinda have conflict over some things.
but when we're together we're like the craziest partner ever.
you wont be able to take it when both of us go crazy.
we have each other no matter ups or downs.
we shop together,sleep together,train together,
crazy together,play together,dance together,go toilet together.
and lotsa lotsa stuff together.

we always disturb each other.
we gave each other the love that no one can give.
no one understands us excpet ourselves.
we feel the same way and share the same thoughts.
B E S T I E.this is what i call soulmate.


and this is what i call sweet.

cheeky us :)

dont cha wish you could smile like this again?

ain't he adora***?

cousin's baby!

have been working these few days.
and this whole week gotta work for five days.
anyway,earn more money before schol starts.
just kinda have some disagreements somewhat here and there.

school's gonna start soon.
gonna be able to see nessa zarra and yee moon once again!
we're going for shopping spree again ain't we?
shorts with zarra!
romantic princess with yee moon!
with nessa,just her cat.wahahahhas!
so are we gonna see belinda most of the time?
how sweet is that!

dunno what's going on between us.
dont even dare to think even further.
what's gonna happen?i dont know.
and i dont want to know.
or is it better if we just not know anything?
goodbye or make it work?

gotta work hard gotta train hard.
than keep feeling demoralised and stuff.
why not just pick myself up and start to train hard.
i know i have the amount of passion to fight.
and i'm willing to fight.
it's nothing to you,but it meant alot to me.
< >
this whole lot.is that much,yup! :)
NRA,dance.that's what i'm living for.
nothing beats this!

own bed dont want to sleep,

sleep on my bed.

stare and stare.

the day we disturbed sinyang!

hmm dance was great.
i guess i realy have lots of passion for dance now.
but i'm still not there yet.
gotta train hard babe.
suddenly dont really feel good.
feel like venting it out.

bad day?still alright la.
dance seriously can make me forget about things at the moment
like smoking,those feel of forgetting stufffor awhile.
just keep dancing babe.
everyting is just like a dream,
it's gonna end.
and it's really ended,wake up from your dream jamie chan.
you're back to your own world :)
you're gonna be fine,no big deal.wahahahahhas!

three some

formaL :)

the dope jacuzzi

in the chalet room

NEW REVOLVING AGE

pretty ivan

the girls

the guys

more updates of photo during the chalet.
wet head was really funny la.
everyone before and after expression.
session yesterday at wynne's studio.
or i should say lesson.haha!
teacher was teaching us some breaking la.
but guess teacher is kinda tired till he had headache.
guess he had a hard time teaching us all.
which he himself didn't get to do his stuff though.
went for supper after the whole thing.
with bjon wei kiat wynne giam and mel. :)
was so shocked.but hmm, :)

i dont it this way.
am i just dreaming?
is this just hallucination?